Something in me has...died. I'm becoming more and more impatient, tired, and discontent. The more riches I acquire, the smaller the spiritual voice inside me becomes. I know no other way to deal with my unhappiness other than drinking and gambling. Unhealthy habits.
It's been around 20 years since I first arrived in this town. Amazing how time passes. I feel I have taken a step backward. The Samana in my heart is no longer there. Have I really forgotten everything the Samanas taught me?
What has become of me?
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