Everyday seems the same to me now. I'm tired of this monotonous lifestyle.
Yes I know, I have the "looks", the respect, the power, the money, and I'm going to be the next leader of my community. My position is enviable, that I understand but all of this...it isn't enough. By that I don't mean I need more money or power or attractiveness, all of that is so superficial. I believe that I've learned everything I can from my teachers and books here already. All these daily teachings, holy sacrifices, discussions, and meditation practices...there's nothing more to gain from them.
I feel this inner urge to go out and find...something. I don't know what it is but I just know I need to find it so I can finally have some peace and fulfillment.
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